Why am I here? How do I beat this loneliness? What makes my life so hard? Where is that one special relationship? Where is my moment? I try to see God's will, hear His call, but I am lost.
we have all felt those burning questions within our veins
In such moments, we feel like something is missing, something is wrong in our world. Like perhaps there is something we haven't done, or someone we don't know but are supposed to. As if we made a torrential mistake at that last pitch fork.
I repeat, we have all been there
At times we may feel as if we have finally found it, perhaps in a love relationship or new move across the country, but that feeling never seems to last. Every relationship, even the good ones, leave you with this hole in your heart. Even the bravest of choices leave us still searching. Something isn't right, but we can't find it, let alone fix it. So we keep looking; this, that, there, him, her, here, anywhere and anything.
where do we go from here
It is true. Most of the time I just feel so lost - so depressed. But why? Why is there this longing void in our heart? We try so hard to fix ourselves, but we cannot.
There it is.
We can no longer try and live by our own means.
We must, I repeat, we must stop searching, and run to the Lord.
That is where we go from here. For He is our Healer, our Provider.
battle cry time
I need God.
I need His love.
I need His guidance.
He is my only way.
Now, just to get my heart in the right place.
"Here I am. I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with that person, and they with me. To the one who is victorious, I will give the right to sit with me on my throne, just as I was victorious and sat down with my Father at His throne. Whoever has ears, let them hear what the Spirit says to the Churches." Revelations 3
Surely Goodness and Mercy follow me.